Nick Gordon, boyfriend of Bobbi Kristina was noticeably absent from all funeral services. After being banned by the Houston and Brown families to attend, Gordon decided to honor Bobbi Kristina in his on way.

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Last week Nick sent a heartfelt email to Bobby Brown and Pat Houston pleading with them to be permitted to attend funeral services for his longtime girlfriend. He wrote, “I loved Krissi with all my heart and I am destroyed that she is gone and I need to say goodbye,” he wrote. “I’m begging you both to please put your differences aside and allow me this chance. Krissi loved me very much and she would want me there. Please consider this?”

Nick was denied by both Pat and Bobby. According to his mother, who has done a majority of the speaking on his behalf since Nick was sentenced to rehab following his Doctor Phil interview, said, “Nick went to beach with me on Friday during the services,” continuing, “He said the beach was always their favorite place to go so he decided that he would honor her at a place that they both loved.”

Nick Gordon is currently being slammed with a $10 million lawsuit by Bobbi Kristina’s guardians. The suit claims that Gordon was abusive and stole much large portions of Bobbi Kristina’s money. Police also consider Godron a person of interest in the investigation of her death.

Source People