Ronda Rousey went from being the golden girl of the UFC to a shocking 2nd round knockout at the hands and feet of Holly Holm at UFC 193.  Rousey had a difficult time dealing with the loss and while speaking on The Ellen Degeneres Show, she revealed that she had thoughts of suicide.

I was literally sitting there and thinking about killing myself and that exact second I’m like ‘I’m nothing, what do I do anymore and no one gives a s–t about me anymore without this.’ …

To be honest I looked up and I saw my man Travis was standing up there and I looked up at him and I was like, I need to have his babies. I need to stay alive.

Rousey says she probably wouldn’t have been able to get through it without her boyfriend and fellow UFC fighter Travis Browne.

She also says she’s still undefeated; “I’m still undefeated because being defeated is a choice.  Everybody has losses in their life but I choose to always be undefeated.”

Rousey also says she definitely wants to fight Holly Holm again; “I want to beat her and make everything right”.

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