Sir Elton John is looking back at what could have been the best years of his life and can only see the drug addiction he battled with. Â He admits he was wasted for a big part of his life all while he saw many people die around him because of drugs. Â On an interview he said that he would have a seizure turn blue, be found on the floor and after people put him to bed he would be snorting cocaine shortly after! Hit the jump for details. Steph Bassanini