In last week’s GQ interview, they mentioned that R. Kelly had sat down to sing about his life quickly for the cameras, and it’d turned into a 45-minute ordeal. Today, we have that video.

The clip is just as bizarre as it sounds like it would be, with Kells talking about his mother getting shot before, the allegations against him and more. Check it out in full below. Hope you’ve got some time on your hands!

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