Donald Glover (who also is a pretty dope rapper under the name “Childish Gambino”) is leaving the show Community after this season. Taking to his Instagram earlier this week, the actor/rapper posted a series of 7 hand-written notes, sharing his personal troubles and fears for all of the world to see.

“I feel like I’m letting everyone down. I’m afraid people hate who I really am. I’m afraid I hate who I really am,” he wrote in one of the notes. It’s really quite sad, and hopefully was just a temporary feeling of frustration rather than his entire state of mind as of late. Check out all 7 troubled notes in the gallery.

Marisa Mendez